Reflecting on essays

The things than come in my head about this email essay and my third blog really just hit me. The email essay we have been working on is really a big step up from alot of papers i have done in my life. This email essay and blog number three are the same topic just written differently. The third blog was jus straight up write to a friend about a bad grade you got. There was no format or a certain way to write. All you had to do was jump into it. The email essay basicly came with a page of instructions on how the paper should be written and what should not be in there. When I got that page of instructions I knew I was heading for big problems. The rough draft I had showed up with at class was a total buzz kill paper. I saw some of my teammates papers and I was like I don't even know what I was doing. When it came time for me to read my paper they said it was a good paper but that it needed alot of work. I know it needed alot of work when I stepped in that door. Mostly the whole paper was just messing with my head and it had me all lose in the head. I went to the writing center and that set my head for sure. I wish this paper was as easy as blog number three but teachers just like to make things hard for us. But both blog number three and the email essay are the same but also completley different. All in all I learned something from both blog number three and also the email essay that will stick with me because it will only get worse for me in english.