MY WRITING PROCESS

During my years of writing my process for it has been complicated. I start off writing on the topic but then continue to use examples like I need to. I eventually speed off topic and bring something else into the mix. I get very distracted and sometimes don't want to write about a certain topic because I have no interest in it. It would be better if it was something that would catch my eye and open my mind. Alot has to do with I stay stuck on something when there is nothing else to say. The begining is the hardest because I have to make or hear an example before I know how to start. When I just don't know I completely go off the topic and spin out of control. Some teachers tell me I am a strong writer I just don't stay on topic my process for writing is that I just don't want to write what they want but what I want. It takes time for me to understand what I am writing or what I am going to write. Everybody goes through there own process of writing but for the most part people get it done. I wish it would just come to me easy but I have to work at it. Hands down I know I am a difficult person and writer who makes things sometimes difficult for others and myself. So what I am trying to say is that my process can't be well explained because it's complicated.